So Much Better
When I was young, I gave my heart fully and freely. I knew
what it was to be crazy in love. I would put up with anything
to keep that her of the moment in my life and
happy.
Of course, I got hurt a lot. When you think of yourself either
all the time or never, either way, you get walked on. I went
through a long second stage of intense pain. I hated myself.
But then, I had never discovered and nurtured myself.
Finally I developed a viewpoint of looking for what I want.
Old habits die hard, and I still subjugate myself at times.
I was very hard for a while, but time has tempered it.
You all know I can be ruthless in my opinions. Yet I also believe
in consideration. I have found my balance and am refining
it in my life.
And it is so much better this way.