SIMPLE DREAMS TO ENDLESS NIGHTMARE
It starts with a word like discreet, but it never ends there.
I found out personaly just exactly what that word means.
I thought at one time it ment private, low key. I found out
latter
it means oh so much more. cheating, lieing, torcher, loss,
pain, mistrust, are but a few. I joined this personals site
to try to save my failing marriage. I was down to where I would
try almost any thing. My wife and Is sex life realy needed
some work. so i discused it with her she was at first skeptical.
I figuered conservitive. Was I ever wrong. Browsing adds
one day I see fimuliraity, I open and it was probly the single
most upsetting woments of my entire life. It was without
a dought my wife. I didnt want to believe my eyes. I have tried
endlessly to save my marriage. Every thing I did ended in
a fight. so much so that my wife would lie to cops to put me
in jail. Latter to find out the party was at my house. One
time the cops came they were so ignorant I got messed up pretty
good. See they have no tolerance for as they called me a woman
beater. Then they beat me Did I mention My hands were cuffed
behind my back. I finaly relized every thing that was going
on and approched my wife with it. My marriage is now over.
My wife comes to find out hates me for something that didnt
even happen. She has lied to everyone About things Espicialy
me all the brusis Bondage. Or 4 or 5 men at once.
The sad thing
I really love my wife. She cant even look me in the eye. But
she blames every thing on me. My wife left me today. After
I showed her a picture I found in a personal add
You see protecting this lie means more to her now and its
all because she dosnt think Ill under stand. well back to
what started all this my wife thinking i did somthing i didnt
do. The problem is I never Knew About it It wasnt that I didnt
listen It was she made a mistake and Instead of taking the
blame she Figuered out Something to get mad at me for. Then
my wife stoped talking alltogether. Getting worse and
worse. People couldnt figuer out why my wife would keep
coming back to me. Ill tell you Its because I didnt really
do any thing. My wife loves me but I will never hold her in
my arms again Because the lie she thinks will last forever
and it is easier to live the lie than work twards her dreams.
Those dreams were nothing more than a house of her own her
own yard. And some one that she could count on. Mine were
Her. So I just Wanted to thank Every body out there That helped
feed the lie. Good Bye Lisa I will never forget you. The moment
that I held you will Last me A life time. Please Try to find
what it is you think you need. You Deserve it. Love David