Confessions of a former virgin
Somethings you never forget. Your first sexual encounter
is one of them. I was young at the time and did not have much
experience with girls. I understood sex having watched
many xxx films, but I did not understand how to approach
a women. The women in the movies seemed so easy, so eager.
You did not have to say much except to take off your clothes
and they would please you in a variety of ways.
One day, on my way back from classes I noticed an older women
who seemed to pay particular attention to me as I was leaving
a restaurant. I sensed that she was interested by her smile.
But I did nothing. The next day I went by the same place out
of hopes of seeing her again. I did not see her at first but
when I was ready to leave, I spotted her and she gave me the
same coy smile. She was not particularly attractive, but
she had those clearly sexual features that make men notice.
Bright blue eyes, blonde hair with oversized breasts that
seemed to burst through her blouse. She also had a curvaceous
body and a confident attitude. I considered myself to be
a confident person who was not afraid of the unknown, but
inside I was clearly apprehensive. What did this woman
want and what was proper, I wondered? Would sex be like the
movies or something different? I longed to make her moan
like woman I had seen in the movies, but how would she react
and what was proper? Did she really have an interest in me?
I finally got the courage to say hi.
She said her name was
Michelle. We talked a bit about little things and that was
it. I met her again awhile later and she asked me if I would
like to see her place. I said yes, but was unsure what to expect
since I had never been invited to a girl's house before.
Was this a date or was there more? I wanted to appear like
a gentleman, but I also wanted to ravish her body. Actually,
I wanted her to ravish me! I bought some flowers and went
over to her place at the agreed upon time. She greeted me
with her usual smile and was dressed in a loose provactive
dress. She thanked me for the flowers and said it was thoughtful
of me. After some small talk, she said I had a nice body and
asked me if I would take off my shirt. I was not accusomed
to being naked and hesitated. She told me not to worry and
proceeded to remove my shirt slowly, taking time to caress
my chest and shoulders. Then she kissed me! I again hesitated,
but then pulled her close and kissed her back gently. I wanted
to fuck her as I had seen men do in the movies, but was not sure
that was what she wanted. She proceeded to continue to fondle
my body and to kiss me gently. She did not say anything but
positioned herself on top for complete control. She did
not remove my pants or her clothes, but continued to kiss
and to touch me everywhere above the waist. I was powerless
to stop her and could only hold onto her waist.
I began to
feel helpless, but I did not want her to stop. After a very
long time, she removed her top revealing her ample bosom.
I reached out to touch her breasts. She closed her eyes and
sighed in pleasure. She then removed her bra and I was surprised
by the size of her nipples. They were very red and huge compared
to those I had see in the movies. I wondered what to do next
since I was still pinned to the sofa. She then proceed to
pull down my pants and began to suck on my throbbing member.
It felt incredible. I did not know whether I should come
or to fuck her. She still had her panties on. I did not want
her to stop. She was in complete control. I gasped as she
swirled he tongue around my tip. It was extemely sensitive
and made me very hard, but it did not make me come. I wanted
her to stop because of the extreme sensitivity, but I was
too shy. Then she sucked my shaft up and down. This brought
me on the edge of coming. Apparently, she was well versed
on oral sex and took pleasure in taking complete conrol
over a man. I squeezed her hands in anticipation on coming.
She stopped sucking up and down and went back to swirling
her tongue. I squirmed reflexsively at the sensitivity.
As I said earlier, this made me hard but did not make me want
to come. She continued to alternate between sucking and
swirling for a awhile until I wanted to come very badly.
But I did not know how tell her. She finally, stopped, looked
up and asked, Are you enjoying this? I could only nod and
breathed deeply to catch my breath. After a moment, I summoned
up the courage to ask if I could put my member between her
breasts. I had fantasized about this as I watched the movies.
She agreed. I got on top of her and proceeded to fuck her breasts.
It felt good but not great. She placed her hands on her breasts
and pushed them together as I continued to fuck them. I came
strongly! I could feel my ample hot come pulse out in great
spurts and roll down her chest toward her neck. I breathed
deeply enjoying the moment and relaxed at the pleasure
as I closed my eyes. I did not even notice that the grabbed
the top portion of my member because I was consumed with
pleasure. She then proceed to slide my member back and forth
between her breasts which were covered in my come. I could
feel the heat from her chest and the slipperyness of my come.
What I did not realize was the sensitivity of my member after
I had come or that the bottom portion of my member toward
the tip was one of the most sensitive areas. She knew this
exactly. I was both surprised and shocked by the feeling.
It interrupted my moment of bliss but I was completly powerless.
My legs were spread wide between her breasts and thus I could
not close them. My hands were supporting my body so could
not stop her.
I was utterly unprepared for that sensation.
I almost passed out as I gasped to breathe. She obviously
understood this technique! When I finally recovered,
I did not know whether to be happly at the pleasure or to be
angry for the fact that I had been taken advantage of. I felt
like I had been raped, but it felt good.